Now is the time

Now is the time

Indeed i almost missed the moment...the time to move from the abstract to the concrete...and yet this "concrete" is fluid, it is more like cloud or a river or...

I look for the answers everywhere but within
i put my life on hold rather than live the questions now
the key has been mislaid, forgotten, never created
and yet i have the key, i made the key, i keep forgetting where it is

I dreamt i was trying to get upstream, i dreamt i was trying to scrub the toilets clean without being found out, i dreamt i was going with the flow...and then the flow took me to a place i had not planned to be in...  I woke with that feeling i get when i know i've been dreaming, i know i have fragments of it but they're all just out of reach.  I carry that feeling with me through the day.

What do my dreams mean?
Answer dear heart, answer
Why do i have these dreams?
Soothe me kind spirit, soothe me
How can i learn to dream differently?
Turn the key in the door and step through.

Travel with me on this new voyage as i wrestle with angels and demons.  Join me on my travels whether for a few steps or for them all - you are welcome...